I’ve decided to try and blog regularly for a while, a permanent record for myself of how my daily living is deteriorating, not to be morbid, but to tell it like it is, how living as a Chronic Pain Survivor, impacts my life and takes over most days, but also to hopefully see when if any improvements come and go as I recover from surgery.. I’m hoping to have surgery for my “severe, spinal stenosis” this year, which will help with the nerve pain, but sadly I’m afraid too much damage has already been done to my spinal nerve/cord, that even after the op, I won’t regain fully functioning legs again.
Apart from my very small circle of family, the only thing that has been able to distract from my pain and help me to live with it, is art and sculptures.. literally been a life saver on occasion, and I’ve produced some of my best pieces, whilst I’ve been in the grip of the hardest flares I could never have imagined.
So there it is in a nutshell, it’s 3pm and I’m about to go and lie down to get a small amount of relief, I have insomnia now in top of everything else, as the pain is so severe, I barely get 3 hours of sleep in a 24 hour period.
Life sure is hard right now. Follow me if you like, to see how things go (link to my blog is underneath) 👇👇
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